I am sorry, Amma: Kerala athlete’s last words to her mother
Aparna’s grieving mother Geeta said she had told her about the mental and physical harassment meted out to the athletes by seniors.The budding rowing athlete, who died after consuming a poisonous fruit in an apparent suicide pact with her three colleagues, had apologised to her mother for taking the extreme step following alleged harassment by seniors at Sports Authority of India centre in Alapuzha, Kerala.Aparna’s grieving mother Geeta said Aparna had told her about the “mental and physical harassment” meted out to them by seniors at the SAI hostel while fighting for life at the hospital.”Mother please forgive me. I did this due to harassment of senior ‘chechis’ (elder sisters). Will I not survive?,” Aparna was quoted as saying by her mother hours before she breathed her last.Geeta also said her daughter had no intention of committing suicide, but took the extreme step as there was no other option before her following the continuous harassment.”My daughter had come home for ‘Vishu’ festival on April 15 and had told me it was difficult to share a room with the seniors. When the hostel warden was informed, she had promised to shift her to another room within three months”.But Geeta said her daughter later gave the impression that all was well at the hostel, probably as she did not want to cause any worry to her parents.”But in the hospital bed, while battling for her life, my child told me the truth about the seniors. Two seniors used to constantly harass Aparna and the other girls, due to which they consumed the poisonous fruit,” Geeta said.advertisementAparna had been undergoing training at the water sports training centre of Sports Authority of India for the past five years.Geeta said her daughter continued in the hostel despite the harassment because of the family’s circumstances.Aparna wanted to get a job to provide a better life to her younger brother, an eighth standard student at a local school.While her father is a worker in a house boat, her mother is an anganwadi worker. All the family’s hopes rested on the rowing champion, who had brought laurels to the state.